Well today while everyone ate birthday cake, I was able to keep on my clean eating and not eat any of it. Omg it’s getting harder and harder though the longer I deprive myself of my favorite foods. I was offered pizza today and I had to turn it down and eat a subway sandwich instead. I did however have half a bag of hot Funyuns with my sandwich, which was not oddly satisfying to me.

But man am I craving wing stop and Chick-fil-A more than ever now. But it’s pretty cool to start seeing my stomach not stick out so much anymore. I guess I’m just really struggling with how to work out. I keep doing cardio and minor weight lifting, but I really feel like I should be doing more.

But it’s already exhausting just getting myself to the gym. I hate it. I don’t ever want to go. But I force myself. I’m almost two weeks deep. I cannot let these two weeks go to waste. I’m surprisingly not starving like I thought I’d be. When I’ve dieted before, I was always starving, but I think I figured out a way to combat that.

So for breakfast I typically have a cup of coffee first and then I make myself a breakfast sandwich which consist of turkey bacon one egg a little bit of mozzarella cheese sprinkled on top on please 100 cal pieces of bread. I’m usually filled up with that. And then I typically try to go to the gym and burn 500 cal. After that that’s when I’ll eat my lunch which is either a salad soup sandwich something very sucky lol. I typically don’t get too full on that, so a little while later I’ll have a snack such as a piece of fruit. And when that doesn’t fill me up still I’ll drink another cup of coffee and then I’ll feel full. For dinner are usually eat whatever my family cooks, but I’ll eat less And cut out the unhealthy parts such as the tortillas or macaroni and cheese.

It’s been working so far I mean barely going on 11 days but I can see my stomach not bothering out as much as he used to, and my love handles have started to shrink. It’s not going as fast as I thought it would be, and I feel like being in the 130s is killing my motivation but I really can’t make these 11 days go to waste.