Well I didn’t do it in 2019, but 2020 has been great so far! I started the year at 34 lbs and began dieting and working out on January 6. I’m going on 10 days of working out every day, clean eating and drinking nothing but water. I think this is my longest streak yet. It’s been so hard but I keep telling myself I can’t slip up bc than these 10 days will all be for nothing.

I’ve sat in the room when everyone was eating churches chicken and Pizza Hut without eating it. That was difficult, but I did it. I’ve had a refrigerator full of soda cans that I have not opened. There are times I really really want to cry bc I really want to eat wing stop or Chick-fil-A. Seriously. I want to cry. Those are my favorite foods and I’m literally dying to eat it. I’ve eaten salads and sandwiches and soups and I’m honestly so fed up with it. But I can’t give up now.

I guess what’s really frustrating is not seeing major results. I mean I get it, it’s only been 10 days, but man it kills my motivation not seeing much. But i know I look at myself everyday and I’m really not going to notice much throughout the process.